How very fragile it all is. One hurtles between
cities and hopes all will be well. Like life. One mounts a concept, a
production, a venture, and expects a success. All our lives, we have grand
schemes, dreams, and beliefs. We wear talismans. We imprint ourselves with
tattoos. We pay obeisance to our ancestors. We take on personas and beliefs and
expectations. And eventually, it dawns on us: perfection is so very fleeting,
so momentary. We best go with the flow. (Learned lines, rules, are so difficult
to generate each time, as though truly "for the first time, every
time"). And our holding onto what is essentially transitory, each little
passage of life itself, tends for too long to be too attached to the past. We
each move from moment to moment. We step but briefly on the boards of the great
panoply of life, and each person, in their time, "plays several
parts."
Where have we heard that before? What part of
Awareness; Balance; Character (versus Personality); Demon-(S)-tration;
Enfoldment; Fear or Favour; Give; Heighten; Intensify; Justify; Kinetics; Lunge
or Lilt; Momentum; Notes; Observe; Pivot; Question; Respect, Receive, Rejoice;
Semiotics of Speech; Tone, Tempo, Texture;
Utterance; Value; Waken; Axcept or Expect, (but not Except); Yield; or Zig-Zag
is just far too esoteric for you? Precise coordination, definition, or
resonance may well be obtuse. (So also for incomprehensible medical or
engineering terms. Or for cosmology and astrology and phrenology. Yes, big
words and their effect on our eschatology can be off-putting). The more one
knows the more one knows how much one doesn't know!
But this I know: We had a marvelous success! We
each took a slice out of life, committed ourselves to its import, to its
moment, and brought ourselves to the creative collaboration with passion for
attaining a product worthy of our time and effort. (For those not "in the
know" we might refer to a social engagement, or a graduation, or perhaps
even going on a holiday. The generality of 'application to task' is what is
here called up for inspection.) The specifics, the details, all add up to what
becomes a fragmentary memory, eventually. Recall the holidays you've been on?
Recall every day? Recall the parties you've been to? Recall every guest? Recall
the birthdays you've had? Recall every present? Indeed, the specifics fade
away. But the essence of the time spent, the energy that went into the event,
the feelings that were realized, they all become part of the past that we are
making, even as you read these words. We can but do what we do within the given
moment, imperfect as the collage of moments may eventually appear, on
reflection. But that overall 'good' sense, the lasting 'happy' impression,
that's the one for the memory banks! (Even though, yes, some of our memories
are indeed 'bad'). We each learn. We each process things. And many things
strike us each quite differently, indeed.
Science needs have it perfect. Certainly, I want
my brakes on the car to work! I want my vehicle's engine, mile after mile after
hour after hour to turn over, smoothly, efficiently, and to transport me to yet
another realm. So too for our hearts. So too for the arteries and vessels and
molecules and atoms that constitute our very sense of existing. Be good,
"Or what's living for?"
'Harvey', an invisible Pooka, as the alter ego
of Elwood P. Dowd, harboured being pleasant as opposed to being smart. He
imbued politeness, respect, dignity, grace, and comportment. He stood for
sensitivity to others, inclusion, and integration. He was neither pretentious nor
inauthentic. He imbued a sense of collaboration, of a ghostly presence to be
accounted for at every occasion, and of a respect for the dignity of the whole.
Harvey, indeed, is expected to be a part of all of us, always. To see Mike
Johnson play Elwood was to witness the very best of a person brought to light,
each and every time, as though being present was indeed the first time, every
time. So too then might we represent that much in ourselves, as much as is
possible.
Or is that just too full of homilies and hope?
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